Gowiththaflo

New account name: ElijahRiverflow

Have fun and I'll see you soon ~

I'm definitely moving to a new account.
This one just had too many bad memories stuck to it.
Don't worry I won't remove it.

I am terminating all my stories except for a demon among men
for which some chapters are already in the making.

expect a huge amount of poems and short stories.
I also started drawing again so yay!

Sorry for not being active for so long. Let's just say
things have been difficult.

Anyway, I have passed my exams with the highest overall grades
of the school (Yes I am proud and bragging about it.) so I
decided to start posting stuff again.

Peace out

How long has it been since I last checked my inbox?
How long has it been since I last uploaded anything?
How long has it been since I did anything on this site?

The answer is: a very long time.

Explanations on why I have been away for so long will come later.
For now I just wanted to say that some stuff happened
and right now I am in the midst of my finals so I can't be too active.

However, after my finals (on the 11th of april) I will start uploading again
and you know, talk with you guys again.

Peace out

Elijah

So it's christmas' eve here.
I just went on my DA and saw that my pageviews have dropped...
Maybe I'm doing something wrong or everyone's just busy? I do not know.
However, even though pageviews are low right now I will keep writing.
I've been thinking about submitting some new poems as well as the long expected chapters
for my stories *laughs* Also, some of you might already know about Nemo. He is an oc of mine
who lives in the last city on earth. I will be submitting art related to him and short stories.

Anyway, I want to thank you all for your continuous support throughout the year.

Oh, how I would love it for my christmas wish to come true. It probably will not though.
Anyway Merry Christmas to you all my dear friends. Lots of love and hugs for everyone  (and if anyone wants a kiss ... actually forget I said that *laughs*)

I hope you will all visit my page and support me next year as well.
Also I will immediately start replying to all your lovely comments. I haven't really
been active. There was and is a good reason for that. If you want to know what it was, PM me <3

I hope to keep supporting each and everyone of you as well

Stay awesome!!!!

Also, if you want to chat or something or ever feel down, maybe even right now. I am always available on
my facebook (Elijah Riverflow).

Peace out and peace to the world (maybe finally)

Gowiththaflo

p.s. shall I start drawing again?

-The Netherlands, christmas 2013-

This is not me wanting attention, this is a genuine cry for help.
I have been feeling very depressed and suicidal for the past few weeks.
I have lost a few pounds as well and the nightmares have returned. I don't know what to do anymore.
I am the end of my wits and at the moment I see only one way out of this.
I tried talking it over with my psychiatrist but he doesn't seem to understand my.
My meds seem to have stopped working as well. I feel a hole where my heart should be
I have tried solving it through normal means and now I don't know what to do anymore.

Sincerely

Elijah